"I dont really matter, do I"? After reading my beloved sister's blog.
What has become of her? Her friends?
She dont really realise how much I care for her huh. Telling her, "Its for your own good", over and over again. But she wont listen. She thinks Im just out to make her life, boring.
Perharps her friends are a batch of more important people to her now huh. I regretted not showing much love to her for the past few years. Somehow, I really think Its my fault. It is me who've put her into this situation.
Why wouldnt she appreciate the things God has given her? So much love surrounding her, She doesnt realise it.
"When are you goanna understand? Only when youve finally killed ur inner self?"
Its is stupid how kids thinks, torturing themself is cool. or even the only way to sort things out.
"Is it ture?" No. Dont you know? Youve got someone you can look up to.
I'll try my very best to convince your friends to help me out with this.
"Love hurts, Love doesnt exist" Dont you know? Love is the greatest gift on this Earth. Christ Jesus died on the very cross that day, cause he loved you. You knew.
"I died" This perfect life your given. Dont let others opinon affect your reality. Why bother?
Youve lied to me. Ive told you that It wasnt good to watch the movie, But you never listened. How very hurt I was. I'll never goanna scream a word on you, Cause I want you to oneday, Finally realise, How much this family contributes love to you.
If I was the one whom brought you into this situation now, I just want to say Im sorry. I'll still love you no matter, because your my beloved sister, No one can ever replace.
Just want you to know. God is always watching you. Watching your every moves. "How very precious he is, how very precious"
